What am I doing over here?

What am I doing in the blog world? Probably like everyone else. Trying to figure out how to express myself. So much has been going on lately I feel like it's time for me to try to write it out.

Brian and I are living in another world. One where we aren't sure what we're doing. We exist in a place where we can't be totally transparent with people because the story isn't ours. I don't know what to make of this.

I don't know if I'm doing what I'm supposed to as a mom. I think I'm getting weary.

And then the headaches. Some are coming on and I wonder if I one-two punch them before I have to. I don't want to be a druggie. But Sunday. I knew it was coming and ignored it and almost ended up throwing up. How do you overcome this? There has to be something else.

So very grateful for those in my life. They have stepped in and helped so much. My amazing husband. My kids. Suzette. Candi. Karrie. So many others. God is so good. I can't complain. Even with the headaches.

I want to do this blog thing. I want to talk about the tough stuff. Like Ebola. And talk about the little stuff like why the counters aren't part of cleaning the kitchen. I want to talk about my relationship with God. It's for me. If anyone wants to read it? Great. :)